Eminem - Stan (Instrumental)(2001)

[00:00.00] My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
[00:04.17] got out of bed at all
[00:06.68] The morning rain clouds up my window..
[00:10.02] and I can't see at all
[00:12.73] And even if I could it'd all be gray,
[00:16.29] but your picture on my wall
[00:18.56] It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
[00:22.35] it's not so bad..
[00:23.100] My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
[00:25.90] got out of bed at all
[00:31.13] The morning rain clouds up my window..
[00:33.84] and I can't see at all
[00:36.56] And even if I could it'd all be gray,
[00:40.32] but your picture on my wall
[00:42.62] It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
[00:46.38] it's not so bad..
[00:47.84] Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin
[00:50.98] I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
[00:53.90] I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
[00:56.83] There probably was a problem at the post office or something
[00:59.97] Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
[01:02.89] but anyways; f*** it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter?
[01:05.61] My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father
[01:08.32] If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?
[01:10.62] I'ma name her Bonnie
[01:12.09] I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
[01:14.80] I had a friend [killed] himself over some b**** who didn't want him
[01:17.94] I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan
[01:20.86] I even got the underground s*** that you did with Skam
[01:24.21] I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
[01:27.13] I like the s*** you did with Ruckus too, that s*** was phat
[01:30.27] Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back,
[01:33.19] just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
[01:35.70] This is Stan
[01:36.54] My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
[01:39.88] got out of bed at all
[01:42.81] The morning rain clouds up my window..
[01:45.73] and I can't see at all
[01:48.45] And even if I could it'd all be gray,
[01:52.21] but your picture on my wall
[01:55.55] It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
[01:58.06] it's not so bad..
[01:59.94] Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
[02:03.08] I ain't mad - I just think it's f***ed up you don't answer fans
[02:05.99] If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
[02:08.93] you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
[02:12.06] That's my little brother man, he's only six years old
[02:14.36] We waited in the blistering cold for you,
[02:16.24] four hours and you just said, "No."
[02:18.33] That's pretty sh**ty man - you're like his f**kin' idol
[02:20.84] He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do
[02:23.77] I ain't that mad, thoiugh, i just don't like bein lied to
[02:26.69] Remeber when we met in Denver, you said if I write to you you would write back
[02:30.66] See, i'm just like you in way
[02:32.33] I never knew my father neither, he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
[02:36.09] I can relate to what you're sayin' in your songs
[02:38.81] So when i have a sh**ty day, i drift away and put em on
[02:41.53] Cuz i ain't really got s**t else so that s**t helps when i'm depressed
[02:44.87] I even got a tattoo with your name across the chest
[02:47.98] Sometimes I even [cut] myself to see how much it bleeds
[02:50.72] It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
[02:53.86] See everything you say is real, and I respect you 'cuz you tell it
[02:56.99] My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
[03:00.13] But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does
[03:03.26] She don't know what it was like for people like us growin up
[03:05.98] You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
[03:08.70] Sincerely yours, Stan -- P.S.
[03:10.79] We should be together too
[03:12.04] My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
[03:16.22] got out of bed at all
[03:18.31] The morning rain clouds up my window..
[03:21.65] and I can't see at all
[03:24.58] And even if I could it'd all be gray,
[03:28.11] but your picture on my wall
[03:30.62] It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
[03:34.19] it's not so bad..
[03:35.86] Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
[03:38.79] this'll be the last package I ever send your ass
[03:41.72] It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it?
[03:44.43] I know you got my last two letters;
[03:46.31] I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
[03:47.98] So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it
[03:50.70] I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
[03:53.84] Hey, Slim, I drank a fifth of [vodka], dare me to drive?
[03:56.97] You know the song by Phil Collins "In the Air Tonight"
[04:00.10] About that guy, who coulda saved that other guy from drownin,
[04:02.82] But didn't then Phil saw it all then at that show he found him
[04:05.75] That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drownin
[04:08.67] No it's too late, I'm on a thousand downers now, i'm drowsy
[04:11.99] And all i wanted, was a lousy letter or a call
[04:15.15] I hope you know i ripped all of your pictures of the wall
[04:17.66] I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it
[04:21.00] You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
[04:23.93] And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it
[04:27.06] I hope your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me
[04:29.99] See Slim; shut up b****! I'm trying to talk!
[04:32.92] Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend
[04:35.84] but I didn't, I just [tied her up], see I ain't like you
[04:39.18] cause if she she'll suffer more, and then she'll [die], too
[04:42.11] Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now
[04:45.04] Oh s**t, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this s**t out?
[05:23.62] Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
[05:26.75] You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
[05:29.68] Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
[05:32.81] and here's an autograph for your brother,
[05:35.53] I wrote it on the Starter cap
[05:36.37] I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you
[05:39.29] Don't think I did that s**t intentionally just to diss you
[05:42.01] And what's this s**t you said about you like to [cut] your wrists too?
[05:45.14] I say that [shit] just clowning dog,
[05:46.81] c'mon - how f**ked up is you?
[05:48.07] You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counselling
[05:50.99] to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
[05:53.92] And what's this s**t about us meant to be together?
[05:56.64] That type of s**t'll make me not want us to meet each other
[05:59.77] I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
[06:02.70] or maybe you just need to treat her better
[06:04.97] I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
[06:08.76] before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine
[06:11.89] if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
[06:14.82] why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
[06:17.95] I just don't want you to do some crazy [shit]
[06:20.67] I seen this one s**t on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
[06:24.01] Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
[06:26.94] and had his [girlfriend in the trunk], and she was pregnant with his kid
[06:30.07] and in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
[06:32.58] Come to think about, his name was.. it was you
[06:35.30] Damn!
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