aldn, Midwxst - happy ever after(2021)

[00:06.79] I swear we talk all the time, feel like an actor
[00:10.56] I got no sense of time, what am I after?
[00:14.46] Tell me that you meant it, wrong answer
[00:17.93] Actin' like I'll fix it, you got it backwards
[00:20.84] You know we talked last night, what'd you do after?
[00:24.44] I got no sense of time, lost in the laughter
[00:28.42] Tell me that I'm worth it, make it matter
[00:31.97] I wish that I was perfect, happy ever after
[00:35.28] 'Cause we talk all the time, feel like an actor
[00:38.60] I got no sense of time, what am I after?
[00:42.44] Tell me that you meant it, wrong answer
[00:45.90] Actin' like I'll fix it, you got it backwards
[00:48.87] When you called last night, I didn't answer
[00:52.66] I got no sense of time, lost in the laughter
[00:56.57] Tell me that I'm worth it, make it matter
[00:59.87] I wish that I was perfect, happy ever after
[01:02.93] And now the sadness turn to anger, what's the matter?
[01:06.21] I served my love upon a platter, but that shit shattered
[01:10.13] You notice how you mind my business, bitch, you're a witness
[01:13.60] All the work I put into this, shit made me lifeless
[01:17.12] Yeah, I see they try to judge me, but are they happy?
[01:20.43] I know they're everything I could be, but I just wanna feel free
[01:24.14] It feels like maybe it's not worth it, I'm just a bother
[01:28.24] I wanna live my life happy ever after
[01:31.31] 'Cause we talk all the time, feel like an actor
[01:35.26] I got no sense of time, what am I after?
[01:38.78] Tell me that you meant it, wrong answer
[01:42.16] Actin' like I'll fix it, you got it backwards
[01:45.19] And when you called last night, I didn't answer
[01:48.97] I got no sense of time, lost in the laughter
[01:52.75] Tell me that I'm worth it, make it matter
[01:56.18] I wish that I was perfect, happy ever after-
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[02:03.84] My mind drifts away to a vacant place
[02:07.02] I wanna talk, but it's hard for me, I'm too afraid
[02:10.52] I don't believe in myself, I think that I'm a waste
[02:14.28] You left me broken, yeah, you left me in some disarray
[02:17.97] I know you might think that I'm a fuck-up
[02:21.25] I run my mouth, I can never seem to shut up
[02:24.76] My feelings run away, and I can't seem to catch up
[02:28.25] I'm tryna leave all this stress and all this pressure
[02:31.54] Try to build a wall, but it came crashin' right down
[02:34.61] I'm standin' in my silence, I will not make a sound, no
[02:38.56] All these thoughts go inside of my head, spin around, but
[02:42.01] It's so hard to let my guard back up when it's down
[02:45.37] No feeling in my chest, I can't feel my heart pulsin'
[02:49.13] You know I'm in pain, you already know I'm hurtin'
[02:52.88] There's a hole inside of my heart as deep as the ocean
[02:56.01] Puttin' on an effort so long, I'ma close the curtains
[02:59.14] 'Cause we talk all the time, feel like an actor
[03:03.02] I got no sense of time, what am I after?
[03:06.51] Tell me that you meant it, wrong answer
[03:10.06] Actin' like I'll fix it, you got it backwards
[03:12.96] And when you called last night, I didn't answer
[03:16.75] I got no sense of time, lost in the laughter
[03:20.51] Tell me that I'm worth it, make it matter
[03:24.07] I wish that I was perfect, happy ever after
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