Olivia Rodrigo - brutal(2021)

[00:13.08] I want it to be, like, messy
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[00:21.73] I'm so insecure, I think
[00:23.82] That I'll die before I drink
[00:25.64] And I'm so caught up in the news
[00:27.50] Of who likes me and who hates you
[00:29.48] And I'm so tired that I might
[00:31.37] Quit my job, start a new life
[00:33.32] And they'd all be so disappointed
[00:35.13] 'Cause who am I, if not exploited?
[00:37.23] And I'm so sick of 17
[00:39.21] Where's my fucking teenage dream?
[00:40.99] If someone tells me one more time
[00:42.91] "Enjoy your youth," I'm gonna cry
[00:44.83] And I don't stick up for myself
[00:46.87] I'm anxious and nothing can help
[00:48.75] And I wish I'd done this before
[00:50.72] And I wish people liked me more
[00:52.72] All I did was try my best
[00:54.78] This the kind of thanks I get?
[00:56.59] Unrelentlessly upset (ah, ah, ah)
[01:00.20] They say these are the golden years
[01:02.33] But I wish I could disappear
[01:04.36] Ego crush is so severe
[01:06.37] God, it's brutal out here
[01:11.59] (Yeah!)
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[01:16.02] I feel like no one wants me
[01:17.78] And I hate the way I'm perceived
[01:19.89] I only have two real friends
[01:21.77] And lately, I'm a nervous wreck
[01:23.63] 'Cause I love people I don't like
[01:25.43] And I hate every song I write
[01:27.44] And I'm not cool and I'm not smart
[01:29.47] And I can't even parallel park
[01:31.35] All I did was try my best
[01:33.49] This the kind of thanks I get?
[01:35.38] Unrelentlessly upset (ah, ah, ah)
[01:38.93] They say these are the golden years
[01:40.96] But I wish I could disappear
[01:43.10] Ego crush is so severe
[01:45.07] God, it's brutal out here
[01:50.38] (Yeah! Just having a really good time)
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[02:03.51] Got a broken ego, broken heart (it's brutal out here, it's brutal out here)
[02:12.47] And God, I don't even know where to start
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